okay, tiffany has compartmentalized the world into various sections comprising of : United States, United Kingdom, Canada, and Japan. what the fuck happened to the rest of asia !? fuck FUCKFUCK we're OFFICIALLY broke and still busy plating rice. seriously asia has not enough money to support capitalism. sigh. i can see my life in a downward spiral. back to basics, the sun, the seeds, and the land.

anyway moving on to lighter topics (depressingly little) okay i'm going to zouk tonight with magnum. yayy ! mambo ! :D i have a secret feeling aaronn and julianne are meeting up behind my back, i must call and check. yesterday i was talking to the dentist about emo issues in general and we've arrived at a conclusion that i am mangled, twisted sheet of metal basically most emotion-ish things have been brutally stripped off me and i'm back to accpeting only the most elemental form of appreciation, material trinkets to know that people still remember and care. like a kid. ugh. i was such a brat. i can't believe i'm back at stage one. i swear my next significant other is in for SUCH a big challenge. i might never let anybody do that to themselves. it'd completely unravel them. i swear i've become such a fuckup and i think sleeping with random people would just exacerbate the situation.

we were discussing that i REALLY need a dog. people please, hint hint. becasue like, duh i react better to animals better than i do to humans. animals jsut let you take care of them and won't accuse you of checking up on them. animals don't cheat on you, don't yell at you if you go out with your ex, the list goes on. i'd REALLY like a dog. juls, please don't go catch a random dog for me. that would be greatly appreciated, but even more in thought. love okay ? (: i wanna go to the zoo zoo zoo and i wanna go to the night safareeehhhh !! i dnoe what time they open until. maybe can go after clubbing. hmm. anyway friends, let;s go zoo soon for no reason other than out of complete boredom. we must watch ALL THE SHOWS okay. free what. and i wanna go to the birdpark ! (: but i know you all confirm won;t go one. killjoys. okay enough of this tirade.

anyway i'm only going to say this ONCE, but i really REALLY want to celebrate my BIRTHDAY at McDONALDS this year. make sure somebody arranges something if not i'll be REALLY sad. remember how shitty my birthday was last year ? when aaronn, you and Jp decided to come over and celebrate at my house in the middle of the night and we decided to tie Jp up to the bedpost because there was nothing else to do ? i'm gonna beat you guys up over the head forever and ever i swear if i don;t get to celebrate at McD this year and i mean it i'll remember forever and ever and i'll be SO mad. i'm tired of crying my eyes out every birthday so you guys better make sure this one is better. guestlist will be up soon and nobody is allowed to wear the complimentary crown except me. i'm gonna stack like, 5 in a pile and wear it on my head. and i want them to play nice songs from the madagascar sound track and i want to be happy and i want all of you to be there. so there. HAPPY.

oh i'm downloading the don and drew podacasts ! hahah i love their crap song of the week, alot.